When I am in the Kumbha Mela – in your lifetime, it’s my advice, any one time, one day you need to spend in the Kumbha Mela. Kumbha means high power, Mela – energy link, a pot, energy pot. Kumbha Mela. Thousands of saints, thousands, more than one million they are near, near like that. Somebody is coming on the elephant, somebody is coming naked, and somebody is coming with ash and their hairstyle with their sticks and with a little... funny bamboo sticks, and with ropes, and somebody has the needle in their tongue. I think somebody has the book on that, we have. Anybody has CD on that Kumbha Mela? Do you have Erma here, in case? Okay, if you have photos, make a tomorrow, have a look on the slide show, we need to go drilling - this is the drilling time.
So these characters, I am simply... I am in my white Kurta pyjama, like Punjabi dress, a little towel on my, and little bag, two dresses, one soap, paste, little money, that’s it, and watching, looking at the saints. Completely I got frustrated. Several days I spent, after that I got frustrated, “These guys are all psychiatric patients. I better to go as a doctor, or as a lawyer, or as a good Ayurvedic doctor, or some technical way, better to go, why this spirituality? Look at this guy is smoking!”
I went with one of my friends. He is saying, “Please, can we go back to the home?” He keeps nagging. “Shut up, wait, we’ll see.” Then somebody is dancing, and they are beating themselves and... it’s like tons of people, thirty-five percent completely they are naked and they are walking with ash. And we went some, in Benares ghat. The Benares means Ganga ghat. Ghat means the bridge, the area. The way of they are sitting, the way of laughing and... it’s completely disgusting. It’s my studies after that, and my research is quite opposite. Quite? Opposite. Of course, before that I went to Shirdi too and I had experience with him, then after that it made me to more curious, let’s go and see.
So then after seeing all these Gomatheshwaras... Gomatheshwaras means naked people. What they are really researching, what they are researching, what is their goal, that is my interesting, and they really had that much bliss and experience or not? That’s my target. They really had it, or they are going to have it, or they have any addictions with the drugs or what? What is this guys? Then I interviewed a few people. Sometimes makes sense, sometimes doesn’t make any sense but one guy, he’s very super, super, smart. He smiled, he’s aghora, he’s the? Aghora. He knows the Kala Chakra. He knows the Kala Chakra. Once he saw me, he saw the spark in my eyes. In the procession they are going, he came out, he’s pretty good tall guy, and just he put his hand on my shoulder. At the time my person is, if big wind comes I need some protection, somewhere I should not fall out.
You can see the video clips how thin I am, forty-two kilos. Right now I'm sixty-one kilos, forty-two kilos like, oooh super thin. One banana is enough for one entire day, that's enough, one banana and two glasses of water, free, go, take a deal, no problem. So, that guys was saying, "Nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, it's not the time for you to come, go to Shirdi, go to Shirdi. We're alive, he's not alive, but he's there. Stop your ‘monkey mind’. Go and stay with him." Good.
I asked, "What is this? Why you all guys are doing like this?" I'm a science student, botany, chemistry and physics, purely science student. I dissected the cobras, and I dissected the rabbits, and I dissected the cockroaches. Serious, I'm botany student. I had good score in botany and zoology, very good score. In chemistry, in the lab, out of fifty marks, forty-nine marks - the first rank I am. The lab, just I go, they give little several salts, they mixed it and gave to me, "Find out all, divide all salts." They mixed the sodium chloride, potassium cyanide, all the stuffs. We needed to be very careful with chloride, all the stuff, to be very careful, and just pull out that out – forty-nine marks.
Such a science student caught in spirituality. Such a science student caught in spirituality, something...Maya Chakra hitted me. Something, Maya very badly hitted me, that's why I turned crazy and I want to research on the kumbha mela with the naked people. Generally on that age, generally they're going to fall in love, they're going to have the girlfriend and fall in love, having the romance, just going in the park, and the restaurant. That's the way the life they're going to lead it, but my style is completely different. What? What? What? What?
I wasn't depressed. I wasn't heartbroken but after seeing my experience with Baba, it made me more curious, more curious... What is the ultimate final goal? Okay, I'll get a good job - fine. Good wife - fine. Making money - good. House - good, children - good. After that, what? After that, what? Next, what? Why this many people are suffering? Where is the key? Where is the key for them to make them come out? Every problem has a solution. What is the solution for this Maya to come out, to get out, you're free you're walking?
If the mother gave the birth to four kids, one kid going to be a scientist, one kid going to be normal professor, one kid going to be criminal, one kid going to be a normal farmer... Is the mother responsible? But four kids came from the same womb isn't it, from the same father? But four souls are different. The mother is simply watching and crying, and why one person is a criminal, one person is a scientist? She's under depression. What's the solution? Where is, somewhere there is a link, some miracles I experienced it.
That's my research. Okay he said, "Okay good, wonderful." Then I asked, "Is there any solution for it?" He said, "It's a Maya Chakra. Every person has to go. Doesn't matter. Do you know how much wealthy guy I am?" Certain things he explaining, it's really unbelievable. "Today my position, look at that. Once I take off I'm not taking anything with me. Nobody is security. I have ten people with me. They're not secure to me. You are single. Yourself, you are a security. Yourself, you are the security. Nobody's a security for you; you need to protect yourself. You need to protect your soul. You need to protect your happiness. You need to protect yourself. Y ou're the security for yourself. Y our kids are not security. Your husband is not security. Your wife is not security. Your friends are not security. Only Guru Parampara is the security. Leave it the Guru Parampara. That's it - walk."
Then it made me drive me crazy. “Why he's talking this nonsense? What is this, all this attachments, all the bonds, what's this?” Whatever is in my mind, again he's psychologically reading. "Stop your monkey mind. Whatever I'm talking is the reality. You, the lineage, that's it. These are all side characters. They'll drop. They automatically flush out."
Okay fine. Pretty good then I researched, and travelled all, and finally I came to Shirdi. I took from Benaras to Nasik the train. From Nasik I took the bus to Shirdi. Nasik I went to Parembhakeshwara, the Shiva Temple. It is in the big like, same like our Shiva Cave. Exact like in Nasik, our Shiva Cave is same like that. In Parembhakeshwara there are three Shiva Lingams. Here, only just down. In Parembhakeshwara you can only see in the mirror to the Shiva. Good. And I had a good fresh bath in the Godavari River.
I went to Shirdi. There is free food, free accommodation. Good. And I purchased a small mat, little pillow. I put it all in one side, cleaned Dwarkamai. Several months I spent it very peacefully taking care. All the security guys they respected me, “Okay, some guy, he's little instead he's worshipping Baba, okay.” Everyday is a big deal with me, and Baba. In Dwarkamai, at that time, night times they opened it. On the days they opens it.
So these characters, I am simply... I am in my white Kurta pyjama, like Punjabi dress, a little towel on my, and little bag, two dresses, one soap, paste, little money, that’s it, and watching, looking at the saints. Completely I got frustrated. Several days I spent, after that I got frustrated, “These guys are all psychiatric patients. I better to go as a doctor, or as a lawyer, or as a good Ayurvedic doctor, or some technical way, better to go, why this spirituality? Look at this guy is smoking!”
I went with one of my friends. He is saying, “Please, can we go back to the home?” He keeps nagging. “Shut up, wait, we’ll see.” Then somebody is dancing, and they are beating themselves and... it’s like tons of people, thirty-five percent completely they are naked and they are walking with ash. And we went some, in Benares ghat. The Benares means Ganga ghat. Ghat means the bridge, the area. The way of they are sitting, the way of laughing and... it’s completely disgusting. It’s my studies after that, and my research is quite opposite. Quite? Opposite. Of course, before that I went to Shirdi too and I had experience with him, then after that it made me to more curious, let’s go and see.
So then after seeing all these Gomatheshwaras... Gomatheshwaras means naked people. What they are really researching, what they are researching, what is their goal, that is my interesting, and they really had that much bliss and experience or not? That’s my target. They really had it, or they are going to have it, or they have any addictions with the drugs or what? What is this guys? Then I interviewed a few people. Sometimes makes sense, sometimes doesn’t make any sense but one guy, he’s very super, super, smart. He smiled, he’s aghora, he’s the? Aghora. He knows the Kala Chakra. He knows the Kala Chakra. Once he saw me, he saw the spark in my eyes. In the procession they are going, he came out, he’s pretty good tall guy, and just he put his hand on my shoulder. At the time my person is, if big wind comes I need some protection, somewhere I should not fall out.
You can see the video clips how thin I am, forty-two kilos. Right now I'm sixty-one kilos, forty-two kilos like, oooh super thin. One banana is enough for one entire day, that's enough, one banana and two glasses of water, free, go, take a deal, no problem. So, that guys was saying, "Nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, it's not the time for you to come, go to Shirdi, go to Shirdi. We're alive, he's not alive, but he's there. Stop your ‘monkey mind’. Go and stay with him." Good.
I asked, "What is this? Why you all guys are doing like this?" I'm a science student, botany, chemistry and physics, purely science student. I dissected the cobras, and I dissected the rabbits, and I dissected the cockroaches. Serious, I'm botany student. I had good score in botany and zoology, very good score. In chemistry, in the lab, out of fifty marks, forty-nine marks - the first rank I am. The lab, just I go, they give little several salts, they mixed it and gave to me, "Find out all, divide all salts." They mixed the sodium chloride, potassium cyanide, all the stuffs. We needed to be very careful with chloride, all the stuff, to be very careful, and just pull out that out – forty-nine marks.
Such a science student caught in spirituality. Such a science student caught in spirituality, something...Maya Chakra hitted me. Something, Maya very badly hitted me, that's why I turned crazy and I want to research on the kumbha mela with the naked people. Generally on that age, generally they're going to fall in love, they're going to have the girlfriend and fall in love, having the romance, just going in the park, and the restaurant. That's the way the life they're going to lead it, but my style is completely different. What? What? What? What?
I wasn't depressed. I wasn't heartbroken but after seeing my experience with Baba, it made me more curious, more curious... What is the ultimate final goal? Okay, I'll get a good job - fine. Good wife - fine. Making money - good. House - good, children - good. After that, what? After that, what? Next, what? Why this many people are suffering? Where is the key? Where is the key for them to make them come out? Every problem has a solution. What is the solution for this Maya to come out, to get out, you're free you're walking?
If the mother gave the birth to four kids, one kid going to be a scientist, one kid going to be normal professor, one kid going to be criminal, one kid going to be a normal farmer... Is the mother responsible? But four kids came from the same womb isn't it, from the same father? But four souls are different. The mother is simply watching and crying, and why one person is a criminal, one person is a scientist? She's under depression. What's the solution? Where is, somewhere there is a link, some miracles I experienced it.
That's my research. Okay he said, "Okay good, wonderful." Then I asked, "Is there any solution for it?" He said, "It's a Maya Chakra. Every person has to go. Doesn't matter. Do you know how much wealthy guy I am?" Certain things he explaining, it's really unbelievable. "Today my position, look at that. Once I take off I'm not taking anything with me. Nobody is security. I have ten people with me. They're not secure to me. You are single. Yourself, you are a security. Yourself, you are the security. Nobody's a security for you; you need to protect yourself. You need to protect your soul. You need to protect your happiness. You need to protect yourself. Y ou're the security for yourself. Y our kids are not security. Your husband is not security. Your wife is not security. Your friends are not security. Only Guru Parampara is the security. Leave it the Guru Parampara. That's it - walk."
Then it made me drive me crazy. “Why he's talking this nonsense? What is this, all this attachments, all the bonds, what's this?” Whatever is in my mind, again he's psychologically reading. "Stop your monkey mind. Whatever I'm talking is the reality. You, the lineage, that's it. These are all side characters. They'll drop. They automatically flush out."
Okay fine. Pretty good then I researched, and travelled all, and finally I came to Shirdi. I took from Benaras to Nasik the train. From Nasik I took the bus to Shirdi. Nasik I went to Parembhakeshwara, the Shiva Temple. It is in the big like, same like our Shiva Cave. Exact like in Nasik, our Shiva Cave is same like that. In Parembhakeshwara there are three Shiva Lingams. Here, only just down. In Parembhakeshwara you can only see in the mirror to the Shiva. Good. And I had a good fresh bath in the Godavari River.
I went to Shirdi. There is free food, free accommodation. Good. And I purchased a small mat, little pillow. I put it all in one side, cleaned Dwarkamai. Several months I spent it very peacefully taking care. All the security guys they respected me, “Okay, some guy, he's little instead he's worshipping Baba, okay.” Everyday is a big deal with me, and Baba. In Dwarkamai, at that time, night times they opened it. On the days they opens it.