One part I have to really say, special thanks to my father. He was super tough on me. In examinations I’m showing to who was in front of me, some special clues helping. My father is a supervisor for many colleges. He came in the jeep. He stopped outside of the compound - very sneaky with all the guys. And he looked in the window where I’m helping a guy. That’s my biggest block ‘helping nature’. Then, just he came straightly, he made me to stand up, he took the papers and he looked in front of the guy the same answers he has, then he checks, “Number one question ‘A’; number two question ‘B’ – it is there, exactly same.” I’m not taking anything from that student - just I’m helping him. Then my father put like straightly crossed across my paper, “You’re suspended – default. Again apply for next time the examination.” Again he gave a slap to me in front of everybody. I got super mad, “What I did mistake?” I start arguing it. Just he grabbed the papers, got super angry, “No way, you should not. You did the crime!” “Ok, if I did the crime you did for it, why are you slapping me? You have no right.” He said, “Your parents are not perfect, that’s why I’m angry.”
It meant, ok I didn’t want to argue too much. Then I went in the shop. His bicycle is there. I took the blade, I purchased the blade, I made all the tires slashed. Then I went to the house, I’m super upset. I’m screaming on my mother, “How horrible your husband is, forget about it!” And I’m not eating the food. I have to prepare again the next examination. That examination failured – physics. He’s tough guy. Then he came - I’m in the upstairs. Then he’s talking to my mother, “How is your son?” My mother started fighting and arguing, “He’s that.” So I learned lot of things from him, the discipline and after pretty good long-term his discipline became super serious on me.
The professors use to complain, “Your son never comes to the college properly, all the time absent.” I took the carrier, different box with me - I sit under the tree and meditate. I sat in the last desk, all the way last, and no idea what he’s telling - forget it. Just putting in the books the Palm Leaf books and reading it and making the notes what it’s saying. So the professors also gave little hard time in beginning days and my father, ok, big fighting started. Then he threw the books and of course me out from the house, “Get out! Once if you start to feel hungry, again you’ll come back discipline.” I said, “Thank you - you did good job to me, such a free bird I am.” Then I started to find a room and struggling.
So, childhood days is pretty tough with the friends, and the professors. Even to my barber who comes here, I have to wait to have my hair cut. If I went by 9:30, 10 a.m. - my appointment is 4:30, 5 p.m. He said, “Ok, wait thirty more minutes.” Then who comes and pays more money to him… only I paid like one, two rupees bargaining him, “Ok, I have no more money, I can pay only this much.” Then later on he understood. Whenever I went he took me immediately.
Even going to the mess, the hotel, still that lady is there - such a great lady. She’s an Annupurneshvari. She has the two sons, they’re really horrible characters. Like every two months I use to pay the bill very little bit, thirty percent, twenty percent. Where they wash in the hotel, I have to go to the back door where the food is cooking. I have to go there to eat. She says, “Eat, eat fast, again they’re coming. Eat, jump out.” Then she took care awhile, then later on, when I started to giving the healing in the village, one guy from Hyderabad he gave 25,000 rupees as a gift, “Take care.” He really saved my life! Then I went to the hotel, I paid like six months advance, “Take care of it.” Then paying my house rent, room rent. The new owner, whenever he’s inside, I have to sneak to go up the steps and close the door. Then he comes and knocks, “When are you going to pay?” He knows about my father, I’m professor’s son. He has the respect. He has the fighting and arguing, “Ok, when are you going to pay?” To him I paid him too. And purchased some clothes, ok, again that guy he offered the motorbike what I have - the first motorbike. Then step by step the Big Boss showing the… then on the motorbike sharing the five people, six people going to the college. Everybody’s getting, “Five months back he was little different. Now he’s… what is this?”
Then my botany professor he has the huge problem with his daughter – the relationship. He was the guy all the time giving headaches to me. He makes me to stand up on the desk. Everybody started looking at me very funny. Whole his talk I have to stand up on the desk. He never let me to sit. I never drew the diagrams. Completely ignored his chapter. One day he’s super angry on me. He gave the punishment, whenever I come to that class I have to stand up on the desk - it’s a standard law. Then he started to research on me, “What he really does?” He researched on my friends. They told, “Oh he helped so and so today, this and that.” Then he called me, “Hey can you help, something I have the problem.” I told him, “I know you have the problem with your daughter.” Then he said, “Please come to my house.” “I’ll think on it.”
I’m very tough character. He made me to stand many times. I told him, “You come to my room then I’ll talk.” He came. Then I respected him, then I discussed with him and then I did something to his daughter, some counseling, giving some healing. Finally they were super impressed. He’s a Muslim guy. Name is Mohammed Khan. Then later on, he’s super… whenever he comes in the classroom, first he says, “Good morning Kaleshwara.” I’m in the first row. I never drew diagrams. He used to, at night times, draw my diagrams, then he has to sign it. I’m serious. Then all my friends started to come to my room beating me, “What you did it? Tell the truth?” “No.” He understood. I told him, “I don’t want any degree. You can keep my degree with you. I need the degree with Baba, not from this college or this education.”
He said, “But if you’re smart then you can pretty good, it can helps to you pretty good.” Then he made me to study pretty good depth on the botany and zoology and chemistry. He made me get inspired, “Go ahead read it.” Then many times he sent the carrier with lunch and dinner and protected me in the village to take care. Sometimes with the influence of the friends I missed his class and went to the movie. Then he sees I’m not in class and he got the information I went to the movie. Then he comes in the movie theater and comes and sits to the side of me. I’m not seeing him, just I’m looking at the movie, then all of the sudden he’s there. Then he says, “Can I start the lesson here or are you coming to the class?” I said, “Ok let’s go.” He’s like pretty good bug to me. Then finally completed my degree. But one year I wasted, I was absent - lot of devotees inviting me to Hyderbad and lot of different far away places - ignoring the examinations. Finally I made it. Any questions?
It meant, ok I didn’t want to argue too much. Then I went in the shop. His bicycle is there. I took the blade, I purchased the blade, I made all the tires slashed. Then I went to the house, I’m super upset. I’m screaming on my mother, “How horrible your husband is, forget about it!” And I’m not eating the food. I have to prepare again the next examination. That examination failured – physics. He’s tough guy. Then he came - I’m in the upstairs. Then he’s talking to my mother, “How is your son?” My mother started fighting and arguing, “He’s that.” So I learned lot of things from him, the discipline and after pretty good long-term his discipline became super serious on me.
The professors use to complain, “Your son never comes to the college properly, all the time absent.” I took the carrier, different box with me - I sit under the tree and meditate. I sat in the last desk, all the way last, and no idea what he’s telling - forget it. Just putting in the books the Palm Leaf books and reading it and making the notes what it’s saying. So the professors also gave little hard time in beginning days and my father, ok, big fighting started. Then he threw the books and of course me out from the house, “Get out! Once if you start to feel hungry, again you’ll come back discipline.” I said, “Thank you - you did good job to me, such a free bird I am.” Then I started to find a room and struggling.
So, childhood days is pretty tough with the friends, and the professors. Even to my barber who comes here, I have to wait to have my hair cut. If I went by 9:30, 10 a.m. - my appointment is 4:30, 5 p.m. He said, “Ok, wait thirty more minutes.” Then who comes and pays more money to him… only I paid like one, two rupees bargaining him, “Ok, I have no more money, I can pay only this much.” Then later on he understood. Whenever I went he took me immediately.
Even going to the mess, the hotel, still that lady is there - such a great lady. She’s an Annupurneshvari. She has the two sons, they’re really horrible characters. Like every two months I use to pay the bill very little bit, thirty percent, twenty percent. Where they wash in the hotel, I have to go to the back door where the food is cooking. I have to go there to eat. She says, “Eat, eat fast, again they’re coming. Eat, jump out.” Then she took care awhile, then later on, when I started to giving the healing in the village, one guy from Hyderabad he gave 25,000 rupees as a gift, “Take care.” He really saved my life! Then I went to the hotel, I paid like six months advance, “Take care of it.” Then paying my house rent, room rent. The new owner, whenever he’s inside, I have to sneak to go up the steps and close the door. Then he comes and knocks, “When are you going to pay?” He knows about my father, I’m professor’s son. He has the respect. He has the fighting and arguing, “Ok, when are you going to pay?” To him I paid him too. And purchased some clothes, ok, again that guy he offered the motorbike what I have - the first motorbike. Then step by step the Big Boss showing the… then on the motorbike sharing the five people, six people going to the college. Everybody’s getting, “Five months back he was little different. Now he’s… what is this?”
Then my botany professor he has the huge problem with his daughter – the relationship. He was the guy all the time giving headaches to me. He makes me to stand up on the desk. Everybody started looking at me very funny. Whole his talk I have to stand up on the desk. He never let me to sit. I never drew the diagrams. Completely ignored his chapter. One day he’s super angry on me. He gave the punishment, whenever I come to that class I have to stand up on the desk - it’s a standard law. Then he started to research on me, “What he really does?” He researched on my friends. They told, “Oh he helped so and so today, this and that.” Then he called me, “Hey can you help, something I have the problem.” I told him, “I know you have the problem with your daughter.” Then he said, “Please come to my house.” “I’ll think on it.”
I’m very tough character. He made me to stand many times. I told him, “You come to my room then I’ll talk.” He came. Then I respected him, then I discussed with him and then I did something to his daughter, some counseling, giving some healing. Finally they were super impressed. He’s a Muslim guy. Name is Mohammed Khan. Then later on, he’s super… whenever he comes in the classroom, first he says, “Good morning Kaleshwara.” I’m in the first row. I never drew diagrams. He used to, at night times, draw my diagrams, then he has to sign it. I’m serious. Then all my friends started to come to my room beating me, “What you did it? Tell the truth?” “No.” He understood. I told him, “I don’t want any degree. You can keep my degree with you. I need the degree with Baba, not from this college or this education.”
He said, “But if you’re smart then you can pretty good, it can helps to you pretty good.” Then he made me to study pretty good depth on the botany and zoology and chemistry. He made me get inspired, “Go ahead read it.” Then many times he sent the carrier with lunch and dinner and protected me in the village to take care. Sometimes with the influence of the friends I missed his class and went to the movie. Then he sees I’m not in class and he got the information I went to the movie. Then he comes in the movie theater and comes and sits to the side of me. I’m not seeing him, just I’m looking at the movie, then all of the sudden he’s there. Then he says, “Can I start the lesson here or are you coming to the class?” I said, “Ok let’s go.” He’s like pretty good bug to me. Then finally completed my degree. But one year I wasted, I was absent - lot of devotees inviting me to Hyderbad and lot of different far away places - ignoring the examinations. Finally I made it. Any questions?