One time on the Full Moon time I went to Lake Manasarovar in Himalayas. Where is it? In Mt. Kailash. I had to do a process with one person. We landed there in Nepal. From Nepal we took a helicopter to China border. From the China border, we got the passport stamp, then we needed to drive for awhile. If you looked it was several thousands of feet down. If the car went off like that, we’re done – really gone. And the driver is driving just barely. If another car is coming from the other side, he has to stop somewhere along the side until that car goes by. It’s an amazingly steep journey into the Tibetan mountains.
Before we’re getting to Lake Manasarovar - it’s a big lake - one lake comes called Rakshasa Lake. Rakshasa means negative spirit lake. We stopped. The driver is drinking and sleeping. We made him wake up, “What is this?” He said, “Oh it’s a Rakshasa Lake,” then again he’s sleeping. The driver doesn’t know the English. Then fine, we drove for forty-five minutes to one hour. Then huge Mt. Kailash. The gorgeous sun is hitting. The lake, the sky, the mountain – the earth is completely merged. Just looking, I said to myself and to my beautiful friend, “What a beauty, tremendous beauty. We should do the process here.” Good.
Then they made a tent. They started the cooking and we went for a little walk. My friend, I can’t tell his name, he started to cry because he cannot breath. We went to the high altitude quickly - so less oxygen. He wanted to offer a handful of diamonds in the lake and do the process. Then he’s holding my hands, he cannot breath and he’s crying. I don’t know what to do. I came there to do some great process. It’s the high altitude, crystal water, an amazing energy to create the soul the most powerfully to take off. Simply, “Oh my God what’s this Maya hitting here? What’s wrong here? What’s happening here?”
Then I put my sankalpam on him to go in the trance, to go to sleep. Late evening after the sun set, small rain is coming then it stopped, then again the dazzling. I walked a little bit fifteen minutes away. I put my two feet in the water. It was chilly but ok...doing my sadhana. And the real pure Shiva energy is there one billion percent. Then I came and sat back on the rock doing my sadhana.
Then a three-foot high guy, with the huge beard and amazing fragrance... It’s almost late night but I’m seeing him very clearly.
He keeps walking towards me. I look at him. First I tried to stand up. I was numb. My whole body completely collapsed - I cannot get up. I thought, “Did anything hit me or I got psychologically hypnotized myself?” But I’m thinking very well. Then I want to speak to him. The voice is cut off. I cannot stand up, and my voice is cut off. I want to see the person, to stand in front of him, who he is. To ask him, “Who are you, what is this?” No chance.
Then I took my channels in my Brahma Consciousness, “Hey, I’m here, either do or die, I have to connect this guy, to know who this guy is. Do or die I need to know this guy. Otherwise why is he coming in front of me? Is it testing? Why? I want to talk to him.” Then I connected my Boss, like screaming on him in my consciousness, “Where are you? Where are you? Are you sleeping? I’m really in the trouble. I’ll pay whatever you want. I’ll make the deals whatever you want. I’ll do anything whatever you want. Give me my energy back. Give me my protection back. I want to do something with it!”
Somewhere just I got a kind of vacuum up. Then I started to feel good. I started doing my arrows and channels, all my prayers. Then my little friend stepped back. He kept going back, then he stopped. He turned around and came close to me. Whatever I want to ask the question, he’s telling the answer. Ok, I want to ask something, even before I asked it out loud, he’s telling the answer. Okay. Then later on he said, “What do you want more?” Then I asked for some of my clarifications. He said, “Don’t worry. Keep doing your job. Keep doing your job.” Then again I asked him when I could connect back to him. He smiled. He really smiled. Then a few minutes later, we had pretty intense energy passed between - just a fraction of few seconds I was thinking on something, he disappeared. It was such a bliss, same time it was so painful. I don’t want to go back to my normal life. I want to be there to walk with him, to have him take me with him to live there, but he disappeared. Then I saw his two footprints were clearly there. I collected all the dust. I removed my shirt and put it and tied it. I was kind of shaky; my tears were coming non-stop. Then I went to the tent to see my friend in a beautiful sleep. I put my shirt with the dust in my bag and got a new dress and jacket to wear, and went out walking and chanting all the prayers I know in my life, recharging them.
Why I’m saying this story, it’s not a problem to you guys to connect, to receive any channels. Only the failures come when you have less confidence on your sadhana. I didn’t expect I was going to see that man but my heart was totally open to the dharma to do whatever he (Baba) wants me to do in the planet - I totally accepted. I gave my life to do the reality things, the clarity things to help the globe whatever I can. I determined to do it; I gave it.
Before we’re getting to Lake Manasarovar - it’s a big lake - one lake comes called Rakshasa Lake. Rakshasa means negative spirit lake. We stopped. The driver is drinking and sleeping. We made him wake up, “What is this?” He said, “Oh it’s a Rakshasa Lake,” then again he’s sleeping. The driver doesn’t know the English. Then fine, we drove for forty-five minutes to one hour. Then huge Mt. Kailash. The gorgeous sun is hitting. The lake, the sky, the mountain – the earth is completely merged. Just looking, I said to myself and to my beautiful friend, “What a beauty, tremendous beauty. We should do the process here.” Good.
Then they made a tent. They started the cooking and we went for a little walk. My friend, I can’t tell his name, he started to cry because he cannot breath. We went to the high altitude quickly - so less oxygen. He wanted to offer a handful of diamonds in the lake and do the process. Then he’s holding my hands, he cannot breath and he’s crying. I don’t know what to do. I came there to do some great process. It’s the high altitude, crystal water, an amazing energy to create the soul the most powerfully to take off. Simply, “Oh my God what’s this Maya hitting here? What’s wrong here? What’s happening here?”
Then I put my sankalpam on him to go in the trance, to go to sleep. Late evening after the sun set, small rain is coming then it stopped, then again the dazzling. I walked a little bit fifteen minutes away. I put my two feet in the water. It was chilly but ok...doing my sadhana. And the real pure Shiva energy is there one billion percent. Then I came and sat back on the rock doing my sadhana.
Then a three-foot high guy, with the huge beard and amazing fragrance... It’s almost late night but I’m seeing him very clearly.
He keeps walking towards me. I look at him. First I tried to stand up. I was numb. My whole body completely collapsed - I cannot get up. I thought, “Did anything hit me or I got psychologically hypnotized myself?” But I’m thinking very well. Then I want to speak to him. The voice is cut off. I cannot stand up, and my voice is cut off. I want to see the person, to stand in front of him, who he is. To ask him, “Who are you, what is this?” No chance.
Then I took my channels in my Brahma Consciousness, “Hey, I’m here, either do or die, I have to connect this guy, to know who this guy is. Do or die I need to know this guy. Otherwise why is he coming in front of me? Is it testing? Why? I want to talk to him.” Then I connected my Boss, like screaming on him in my consciousness, “Where are you? Where are you? Are you sleeping? I’m really in the trouble. I’ll pay whatever you want. I’ll make the deals whatever you want. I’ll do anything whatever you want. Give me my energy back. Give me my protection back. I want to do something with it!”
Somewhere just I got a kind of vacuum up. Then I started to feel good. I started doing my arrows and channels, all my prayers. Then my little friend stepped back. He kept going back, then he stopped. He turned around and came close to me. Whatever I want to ask the question, he’s telling the answer. Ok, I want to ask something, even before I asked it out loud, he’s telling the answer. Okay. Then later on he said, “What do you want more?” Then I asked for some of my clarifications. He said, “Don’t worry. Keep doing your job. Keep doing your job.” Then again I asked him when I could connect back to him. He smiled. He really smiled. Then a few minutes later, we had pretty intense energy passed between - just a fraction of few seconds I was thinking on something, he disappeared. It was such a bliss, same time it was so painful. I don’t want to go back to my normal life. I want to be there to walk with him, to have him take me with him to live there, but he disappeared. Then I saw his two footprints were clearly there. I collected all the dust. I removed my shirt and put it and tied it. I was kind of shaky; my tears were coming non-stop. Then I went to the tent to see my friend in a beautiful sleep. I put my shirt with the dust in my bag and got a new dress and jacket to wear, and went out walking and chanting all the prayers I know in my life, recharging them.
Why I’m saying this story, it’s not a problem to you guys to connect, to receive any channels. Only the failures come when you have less confidence on your sadhana. I didn’t expect I was going to see that man but my heart was totally open to the dharma to do whatever he (Baba) wants me to do in the planet - I totally accepted. I gave my life to do the reality things, the clarity things to help the globe whatever I can. I determined to do it; I gave it.